Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Random Thoughts

This is a recording of a sequence what my mind thought...an evening of July 13 2008 at Vedic Temple. It was an exercise given to us to sense what our mind is capable of.

What should I write ? My mind?
I am sleepy.

Why am I here? to be spiritual.

Should I have coffee? Caffeine will effect my meditation quality. But, I can get rid of the sleepiness. I need to be attentive.

This course is good.

The puja is loud. They could have better soundproofing.

I am amazed, this mind does not stop thinking. I started thinking I'll have nothing to write about. Phew, I am still going on.

The kids are playing in the park, they are really enjoying themselves.

The meditations we did in the last two days are superb. I feel blissful now, is that true?
I think I felt I am Nityananda or Nityananda came into me and merged in my body. I smiled like him or he smiled in my body. What a thought, I am laughing, could that be true?

The lady next to me is funny. Funny is not a nice word, she is blissful.

Good to meet so many people. Initially I was interested in knowing them. But thanks to swamiji, he guided all of us to be attentive to oneself rather then to others. It is so true, we are hardly attentive to us as an individual.

Wow, this is coming out to be a beautiful blog.

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