Killing Sleep

July 23, Killing Sleep

It is over 2:30am in the effort to upgrade my MSN meessenger it has taken an hr extra...I am killing my sleep, reading random stuff...
Am I objectiveless, am I thinking something, My Ipod is charging. I ran 5 miles today, was pretty slow, can do better, will run tomorrow - don't know, let tomorrow come. I have important stuff to complete at work, should I initiate my boss's work, let us see. Is it raining tomorrow. Who knows what will happen in Cricket, is India going to win, well who cares, would like them to win though...

It goes on, the mind never sleeps, it is difficult and rather challenging to make it sleep, I am thirsty. you see we get multiple thoughts but all in a sequence, I am thirsty, I need to get up, I have been contemplating to get up since last 60 mins.

Well the ipod ...I need it.

Not too sure if I sign out from MSN will it sign me out from here. I wish I learned typing...

Random thoughts have no connection and still we are "Slaves of our Minds" it rules us... The information is the food for mind and in today's world this mind is obese with infromation, content and ideas...it can do anything , can go to any extent and has redefined achievement, ecstasy etc.

Nithyanad Swami is correct, if we could be unclutched and let these random thoughts pass by like we would do when we were young...listening from one ear and letting it out from the other...if we let these random thoughts pass by and not collect them like we collect the 'raddi' and stuff athome, our head will be clearer and the soul will have space to live and at the end we will get an opportunity to listen to our soul instead of our mind.

Good Night...that is what my soul , my being says to you right now. Well same to me I guess :) I am thirsty , now I need a rest room too :) need to go.